Dreams and Visions, Seer Stories, Supernatural Psychiatry

Identity in the Spirit (Seer Stories)

The Lord has been calling me to live a transparent life. That is pretty hard when I have so many spiritual things I have never shared with anyone but me and God. He is calling me to “live a life Well-Lit”, shedding a spotlight into all the dark corners and secrets of my heart and mind. He has been calling me for years to “tell the tough stories”. Well, the one I am finally sharing today is certainly one of them. All of this has happened this year, in 2017, but even though it has been a “God-year”, it has also been a very tough year for my health and my family. God is not calling me to something easy, believe me! So…. here goes…. sometimes I see dead people (just for some comic relief).

And sometimes I see living people as they are in the spirit instead of the flesh. When this happens, it’s like I love them like Jesus does, even if I have never even met them! Sometimes they look like a super hero wielding a flaming sword, or a hedgehog, or a jester dancing bear, or a Lady of Justice or Statue of Liberty, or a white steed, or a rainbow unicorn, or a mermaid, or a conductor of a heavenly orchestra with rainbow frequency ribbon music swirling overhead, or even a fighter pilot, shooting fiery darts and things out of the sky.

How is this even Biblical?! Well, I think the Bible gives us lots of insight into the Trinity’s multi-dimensional, multiple personality and spirit representations when he talks about the Lion and the Lamb, the Dove, the Good Shepherd, the Vine and Branches, the Eagle, the Mother Hen with her chicks, and more aspects of their supernatural spiritual identity. Personification comes to ‘real life’ in the ‘unseen realms’.

“The natural person does not accept the things of the Spirit of God, for they are folly to him, and he is not able to understand them because they are spiritually discerned.”           — I Corinthians 2:14 (ESV)

At first I did not know what to do with the information as it unfolded before my eyes. It seems like seeing in the spirit (seeing into the ‘unseen’ realms), is different for each person; most of what I see seems to be with both my natural and spiritual eyes, at the same time.  It’s like my spiritual eyes and my natural eyes are both wide open.

Sometimes I see with my mind’s eye, which seems more closely related to my imagination, but there have been many times where I am actually standing in an open vision and practically acting out in the natural what I was seeing in the ‘unseen’ dimension. It makes for clearer seeing of what is in front of you, but it can be terribly overwhelming at times, and has really made me look crazy to anyone else around me while it is happening! God is faithful to try and make sense of it all for me, or confirm things, or explain things, but that sometimes takes months or years, and in the meantime, it can just make you think like you are going nuts! It is like being inside of the movie set of an IMAX theatre experience while still being seated in the audience seat of the theatre.

Imagine sitting in a home-party meeting and all of a sudden their house walls fall away and you are seeing things that are very epic regarding entire people groups, religions, things that have already happened, things that are happening, and things that will happen in the future, all at once.

Almost every time it has happened I really have thought I was losing my mind; it was so vivid and real yet something I had a hard time processing with my research-oriented brain! The mind of Christ is literally mind-blowing to our limited perspective!

The first time I saw a friend of mine in the spiritual realm I reacted poorly because I had no clue what was happening to me! In the natural, she has lost an arm in a motorcycle accident, but in the spirit, the stump of her arm was wielding a fiery sword and she was riding a horse! Creatures were falling all around her and it looked like a battle scene from the matrix taking place in a galaxy. It truly looked like something straight out of the Book of Revelation! In fact, when I tried to explain it (doing a terrible job at it by the way) to her, to my hubby and pastor, they told me my friend was most certainly NOT in Revelation, and I was mistaken. I was. I was mistaking what I was seeing in the unseen realms for something that had been predicted in the Bible! Do you know what you would do if a scene from Revelation were to come true right before your eyes? They promptly took me to get psychiatric help, after determining that I was most likely not possessed. Never try to explain something like this while you are still in the middle of it! Take it to God alone, or you could end up like me trying to also explain to an in-patient psychiatrist that you ‘really did’ see people’s eyes manifest like a cat/snake eye, just like in the pictures below!

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What if another spirit looked out through your eyes and it manifested to the world, just every now and then?! This is WAY more common than most people think, (just google illuminati eyes on YouTube) and has happened to more than a few people I know personally, including when it happened to me and I was blinded by demons (a story I describe in my Amazon book by Aspen Morrow).

But the coolest part about seeing my new friend cut down demons with a flaming sword, wielded by a missing hand, was that it was like I was seeing her through Jesus’ eyes, and even though I still don’t even really know her, I loved her so much! I was also in a room full of other people, complete strangers, and I loved them all! Jesus loves you so much, and created you perfectly, body, soul and spirit!

Part of that evening was also spent in an open vision, with so much happening all at once, so it is really hard to sort out everything. I often get open visions of past, present and future, seeing people and sensing things in the spirit, and more, all at once, and often also set to an old hymn soundtrack like “His banner over me is Love”. Seeing things in the natural realm, spiritual realm, and also on multiple screens in my mind (like open tabs on a computer) all at once can really make trying to explain it in human language difficult!

lady of justiceSince I can’t find all of what I experience in the spirit in any book, even books about ‘seeing in the spirit’, the ‘seer anointing’, and the ‘gift of discerning spirits’, the Holy Spirit is my best teacher, and so faithfully and patiently teaches me. I have had Holy Spirit lessons about my open visions, trances, scary things like seeing demons in people, and why I see friends doing some pretty supernatural stuff at times! I wish I could see all of you in the spirit so I could tell you just how amazing you are and oh how much God loves you! You are His favorite child in the whole world!

I then saw another friend and a group of friends. I noted that all the women I saw were Believers. It was as if they were all on a stage, each with their own microphones, and they could all sing or do something musical. There was a performance, and living rainbow music swirling all about their heads. Together they formed a harmonious symphony, even though I knew they were spread out over an entire city, and not all in one place. Some of them can actually sing and conduct music well, but a couple of them, like me, can’t sing in the natural, but were singing more beautifully than anything I have ever heard. I was actually dealing with some serious chronic fatigue in the natural at the moment I was seeing this in the spirit, and I was being transported from one hospital to another in a medical transport.

I did not understand what I saw at the moment, but the Lord later explained part of it to me, which was amazing. He showed me that some of the women were praying for me, that He had laid me on their hearts, and that their prayers were songs for my deliverance. The girl I saw conducting the music was my best friend, a band conductor in real life, and the Lord told me later at the very moment I saw her in the spirit, she was simply delivering pizza to my kids and washing my dirty dishes. Her service to my children and our friendship in my time of need created a worshipful offering to God in the unseen realms, which combined with the prayers of others, created a harmonic banner of love over me. Your simple act of kindness or service in the natural is a prophetic act of worship in the realm of Heaven, and not only changes the atmosphere, but changes outcomes!

I don’t fully understand what I see, but it is usually tied to how what we are doing in the natural shows up in the spirit. There has been so much fruit come about by getting glimpses of our spiritual identities, including a better and deeper love for my husband, has shown me that my husband’s primary spiritual gifting is “Wisdom” and that I should trust what God has put in him. My husband is so amazing, and seeing him in the spirit has only strengthened that feeling and love I have for him exponentially.

My main point of sharing all this is this: ask God to speak to you about how HE sees you! Does he see you like an adult version of your favorite super hero as a child? All the spiritual identities have been multi-faceted and deeply personal to that particular person, like an intimate snapshot of all their hopes and dreams rolled up into their spirit-man. Did you have something you desperately wanted to be when you grew up that never came to fruition? Well, unbeknownst to you, your spirit may just be playing that role for you! God does not waste a single tear, so He is certainly not going to waste your hopes and dreams! After all, He put them there for a reason.

Live a Life well Lit, and always do the Bright thing!


(God calls me His “Baptist Seer”, lol!)

P.S. PLEASE let me know if you have ever had any similar experiences, you can comment here, or email me at aspenmorrow@icloud.com if you are like me and been chicken to share some of these stories. I never thought I would share them; it has not gone well for me in the past when I have! Blessings, and remember, God’s got this, and He is fighting our battles!

9 thoughts on “Identity in the Spirit (Seer Stories)”

  1. your post is one that is sooooo refreshing!! i love how you write and make things so clear and yet, so complicated :0
    i love your experiences, and yes, i’ve had a few of my own, but not quite like yours…but i’m soooo ready to experience so much more and delve into the “beam me up Scottie” days, (if you know what i mean? lol).
    i guess what i’m trying to say is, you’ve given me hope! i’ve put many of my experiences on hold bc they seem crazy! lol…but you’ve opened up a place that i’ve hidden for so long and was always afraid to discuss with anyone, for fear of being called a “nutcase”!!
    thank you so much for your free spirit…you’ve given me the courage to (maybe lol) unlock the closet door that has cobwebs from being in the dark for so long… 😉
    maybe, i will finally step into the zone! lol…hmmm, you’ve given me so much to think about! thank you…
    peace out…


    1. Ephesians 1:18 18 “I pray that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened in order that you may know the hope to which he has called you, the riches of his glorious inheritance in his holy people,…”

      I do not nor never did do anything to activate my “third eye”. God naturally did it! (First time was when I was first saved at age three!) The Lord opened the “eyes of my heart”. I did not even ask for it to happen. Whenever I have seen in the spirit it has been him removing the scales from my eyes and I see with my natural eyes, or on the screen of my mind, or in an open vision He directs. I also have been taken up in the spirit while my body was in a Trance, but I do not meditate or do anything to experience this. God did it, not me. I do not condone exercises to open the third eye. I do however believe that we, if Believers, are authorized to sanctify our imagination and enter, by faith, the Kingdom of God anytime we desire. I regularly take communion “beyond the veil”, enter His courts, worship there in Heaven, go to the throne, ect…

      Hebrews 4:16 16Let us then approach God’s throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.

      Psalm 100:4 4 Enter his gates with thanksgiving and his courts with praise; give thanks to him and praise his name.

      Ephesians 2:6 For he raised us from the dead along with Christ and seated us with him in the heavenly realms because we are united with Christ Jesus.

      I believe doing any New Age practice to open the third eye is opening the eyes of the SOUL instead of the Eyes of the Heart/Spirit. Awakening the third eyes is ‘illegal’ entrance into the Spirit realm. Seeing in the Spirit is legal for Christians because we are citizens of the Kingdom of Heaven. When I have “gone” or seen in the Spirit, it is usually God telling me to “come up here” like he did with John in Revelation. He is the same yesterday, today and forever.

      John 10:1-2 1 “Very truly I tell you Pharisees, anyone who does not enter the sheep pen by the gate, but climbs in by some other way, is a thief and a robber. 2The one who enters by the gate is the shepherd of the sheep.”

      Revelation 11:12 12 Then they heard a loud voice from heaven saying to them, “Come up here.” And they went up to heaven in a cloud, while their enemies looked on.

      Revelation 4:1 1After this I looked, and there before me was a door standing open in heaven. And the voice I had first heard speaking to me like a trumpet said, “Come up here, and I will show you what must take place after this.”


  2. Also once this man contacted me on Google Hangouts claiming to be a creature with supernatural ability to shapeshift from birth (he lead me to think he was a good person regardless but I kept him at arms length socially), he said once while trying to come and change me into what he was via a bite physically that something stopped him and made him lose it and he ran off into the woods while transformed, he said something very powerful and dangerous was protecting me, if you have any insight from god as I have been wanting, please since you are one of the few believers who have opened this eye and don’t seem to be doing anything against god (that I know 100% assurity of yet) maybe you could give me your take on it.


  3. Wow, I’m so happy I found your blog, ‘by chance’! 😀
    I sometimes have seen things like this, though often during sleep, or in the moments between sleep and waking, I am aware + conscious, though, not dreaming.
    I’ve seen people symbolically in spirit (and the visions get validated later), though not as vividly as your waking states. When I’ve got time later, I’ll post a few stories! :)Yes, often if you share them you get a disconcerted look. I’ve never been called crazy, but people just don’t know what to say.

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  4. Hello Aspen!
    I was going to recount a few of the things I’ve seen; your experiences are clearer and more vivid than mine, but I do get shown things. Eg, if I’m wondering why xyz person is behaving like this or that, or if somebody’s asked me for help, I see what’s going on with them spiritually. I know demonic beings are real, as I often see them attached to people, and how they can slip in and out! Some pure people have a white-gold light all around them, others literally have a dark line all round their bodies. Often things are in symbols, but I understand what they mean. I often get spiritual lessons, too, for instance I was shown the different effects on people of an ordinary object, or of an object that was made with love, blessed and dedicated to Christ.

    But I want to mention first a couple of things that might interest you!

    Rudolf Steiner, the Christian seer,


    knew just what you are talking about. He was a seer, who has been smeared, slandered & distorted, but I have a lot of time for him, he had genuine spiritual knowledge. He put Christ at the centre of everything he taught, and said that what he called ‘The Event of Golgotha’ is the most significant thing in earth history.
    Anyway, in his book, ‘Knowledge of Higher Worlds’, when describing what it’s like for someone to see in the spirit, he says:-

    “Suddenly, while sitting peacefully in his room, spiritual light is all around him; the walls disappear, become transparent to his soul, and a new world stretches before his eyes that are now endowed with spiritual sight, or resounds in his ears that are now open to spiritual hearing.”

    This sounds very like what you’ve experienced, doesn’t it! I’ve had similar things happen to me, but intermittently, and it’s more like seeing an overlay, ie, the normal room is still visible. Or sometimes a literal ‘window’ opens up in the air, about 3 feet across, and I see real scenes in it, eg, a future event. Not that often, though, but though you’re further along than me on the spiritual path, yes, I can relate to your experiences.

    You know, there’s a book that I think you’d find fascinating, by a woman called Solomae Sananda; a Christian, who, like Steiner, had a hatchet job done on her! 🙂 I don’t know her, but her book, ‘The Narrow Path, Revelations in Advanced Spirituality’, is very good.
    It’s an account of what she learned, and the experiences she had, on her spiritual path.

    She had a kundalini experience, and spent some time investigating the eastern paradigm, but she sensed something was missing, and it was later, when the Holy Spirit descended to her, that she realised what it was, and how all the eastern paths, as harmless as they seem, are actually in opposition to Christ, and create a false ‘spiritual ceiling’. (She goes right through a list of things in her book, from wicca to reiki, explaining why they have the destabilizing effect that they do). She could perceive that they create a literal veil over people, stopping them from experiencing Christ. As she points out, the adherents of those eastern + ‘new age’ practices are misled by experiencing all kinds of ‘supernatural’ things, like healings, temporary states of bliss, etc, but they aren’t permanent, just energy phenomena.

    She also goes into so-called ‘bipolar disorder.’ She said (she puts all this much better in the book, this is just my poor attempt at a parahrased summary, OK!) 🙂
    – There is not one force in opposition to the Christ, but two. At one pole, which we could call the satanic energies, there’s a cold, contemptuous rejection of anything spiritual: here we find the materialists and atheists. At the other, luciferic, extreme, ‘feeling good is all that matters’ – everything is valid. Here are the bohemian artists, new age types. (Over-simplified, but you know what I mean). Yes, we need bread, money, and also music and poetry. But balance can be found only in the middle, through Christ.
    People swing between these two extremes all the time. Often for years: idealistic, dreamy teenager becomes hardnosed Wall Street banker, who later downsizes to take up painting and keeping chickens, and so on.
    When people advance spiritually, though, these phases become more intense and more frequent. Doctors misdiagnose this spiritual process, as ‘bipolar’, and try to medicate it, which just numbs what should be a spiritual process.
    (By the way, this is not to deny the nutritional aspect. As you point out, most people today are nutritionally depleted to start with!).
    As the individual grows, these swings, from upbeat manic ‘whatever!’, to bleak ‘life’s a bitch, then you die’ depression, come not years apart, but months, then weeks, then days. She likens it to a grandfather clock pendulum; as the clock slows, the pendulum swing is now small and fast, rather than the slow wide-apart sweeps of before). So the whole so-called ‘bipolar’ thing is really a sign that the soul is making spiritual progress, but hasn’t yet found Christ.
    It used to be free to read online, but sadly the page has gone by now. :/
    (I don’t have Scribd, but if you do, I think you can read it there, and it’s on Amazon).


    In light of your work on brain health, I really do think you’d find that book so interesting, that if I had a hardback copy, I’d post it to you tomorrow! 🙂

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    1. That’s sweet thank you. I will get a copy and read it for sure. My own experiences with reiki have been unwittingly and against my will, but I am always eager to read experiences and contrasts of the genuine and counterfeit since many Christians don’t have a grid for the authentic power of the Holy Spirit and so lump all things Supernatural as New Age. Then when people like us have experiences that we can’t share, it makes it difficult.


  5. PS,
    By ‘misdiagnose’,she didn’t mean, and nor do I, that it’s not real, or is some minor little thing. Oh, it’s real! My daughter had a boyfriend who was severely bi-polar, so I got to experience it at close quarters, the swings are EXTREME, I am not for one minute downplaying the effects of this ricocheting on a human life, in case it sounded that way.


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